I am just a kiss away...

And now that I have, I am petrified. I trust him completely and I know he would never intentionally hurt me. I know that he loves me too. But for someone to have this extraordinary power over you.. for someone to  be able to decide your mood - to cheer you up or to break your heart, scares the hell out of me. I have never felt so vulnerable.

We connect. It’s like i’ve known him my whole life and when we are together, no one else exists. He is everything to me. We never stop laughing, and what you hear about ‘honeymoon periods’ is bullshit. When i’m sad or ill, he picks me right up off the ground and makes me happy once more. He is the perfect boyfriend. He is so affectionate and loving.. I have never felt so special.

I don’t know what I would do without him now. It’s like I never lived until I met him. I love him. And the other scary thing is, is that I know I will until the end of my existence.